whoa...
havnt write for so long...
life has been fun so far...
anyway...
went home for 2 months after teaching for 4 months....
really had fun back home...
catching up with cousins n all...
and here i am...
back to school life....
after a long 8 months break...
well...
knowing that in uni i wont b able to know new people easily...
decided to join a lot cca so that i can make friends in uni...
i hav ccas right now...
planned to join more...
but i am a president of the css engin now...
well....
i dunno how it really happened...
was arrowed/saboed/volunteered/chosen....
its partly everything actually...
so, cant join anymore cca....
well...
ccas hav been very fun so far...
really love all the CGs....
u know...
sharing experiences n ideas n beliefs....
is fun....
especially with people of the same faith...
while knowing more bout people in the group...
hav been trying to catch up with class people too...
had lunches n dinner together...
long talking sessions too...
really enjoy those...
but then problem came....
realised that i have lots of free time....
n also lots of tutorials to do...
the problem is....
cant really put these two together...
so.........
anyone selling self discipline out there??
i need to buy one....
Uni life so far - end
20 I am
hmm....
i just turn 20 a few days ago....
that means i have been living for 20 years now...
that's quite alot...
haha....
anyway...
have been in a dilemma in the recent days....
teaching has been fun and not fun....
some classes are really fun to teach....
teachers are friendly bunch of people there....
but some classes are just filled with a group of naughtly kids with no purpose in life....
they are living in their own world with their own rules....
and the work load are just not worth the pay they give me....
i am hired as a relief teacher....
meaning that i am in the frontline of reliefing duties....
but they also take me as a full time teacher...
expecting me to prepare lesson, set exam papers, go for remedials and enrichments....
So....
I want to quit at the end of april....
but that means im being irresponsible....
causing trouble for the HOD...
cos she will need to find new guy....
who will need to adept...
and take time to prepare lesson...
but its just very tiring to be going to sch everyday....
physically and mentally...
but again....
i just cant leave those kids, who are willing to learn, just like that....
so....
how....
shall decide later this week....
20 i am - end
i just turn 20 a few days ago....
that means i have been living for 20 years now...
that's quite alot...
haha....
anyway...
have been in a dilemma in the recent days....
teaching has been fun and not fun....
some classes are really fun to teach....
teachers are friendly bunch of people there....
but some classes are just filled with a group of naughtly kids with no purpose in life....
they are living in their own world with their own rules....
and the work load are just not worth the pay they give me....
i am hired as a relief teacher....
meaning that i am in the frontline of reliefing duties....
but they also take me as a full time teacher...
expecting me to prepare lesson, set exam papers, go for remedials and enrichments....
So....
I want to quit at the end of april....
but that means im being irresponsible....
causing trouble for the HOD...
cos she will need to find new guy....
who will need to adept...
and take time to prepare lesson...
but its just very tiring to be going to sch everyday....
physically and mentally...
but again....
i just cant leave those kids, who are willing to learn, just like that....
so....
how....
shall decide later this week....
20 i am - end
Teaching Life
Warning!
this post will be a long one...
whoa...
long time nvr update my blog...
haha...
im currently teaching at CCSS....
not a very good sch i guess...
but im somehow feel lucky...
some of the teachers hav been telling me that there are sch with kids with worse attitude...
just cant imagine....
anyway....
teaching in CCSS hav been a very good experience...really....
got to see the other side of the education system in spore...
in the past 4 yrs i hav been in sch where we are enjoying from the system....
those kids are really the one suffering from the education system here...
feel sad for them....
u know...
while every teacher will give u hw for dunno how many per lesson...
here, u cant even expect any of them to do a single qn...
while u know tt talking back to teacher is considered rude...
here they even mock teachers in front of them,acting as if he was not there...
while i nvr even see public caning before...
here...i saw one last week...n now the VP is goin round sch everyday caning people...
while we are struggling to get our 'A's...
here they struggle to even remember how to convert cubic m to cubic cm...
while we are finding teachers after sch...goin for extra classes...
here they will already be very angry when u hold them back for 10 mins during their recess...
while u are very anxious about how many points u get to get into the JCs u want...
here they only want to know whether they pass their N or O...cos their path is straight to ITEs....
or poly for some lucky ones...
while ur teachers are struggling to explain difficult concepts to u...
here they struggle to settle the class down...
while u hav long hair n short skirt problems with ur DM...
they hav fighting n smoking problems with her...
what is this big gap for?
why do they force them to study for O or N when they are not even capable of studying...
why waste their 4 years of time...
when they will eventually end up in ITEs....
well...
nothing is perfect...
this system can differentiate...
the so so from the bad...
the good from the so so...
the better from the good...
and the best from the better...
those above will succeed...
but what will happen to those in the bottom of the chain??
their fate is sealed there...
when they dont listen to me in class...
when they dont do the work i ask them to do in class...
when they copy from their friends during tests....
i just cant scold them for that...
bcos they are forced to do all this...
if u want them to learn...
u need to inject motivation to them first...
just feel sad for them....
tts why im in a dilemma now...
tts why im mentally tired everyday....
even im only workin for like 5-6 hrs everyday...
and i dont need to prepare for lesson...
well...
i wont waste my 6 months...
good experience...
on a side note...
really enjoy my life now...
enjoy my own money...
enjoy the many free time i hav...
haha...
Teaching Life - end
this post will be a long one...
whoa...
long time nvr update my blog...
haha...
im currently teaching at CCSS....
not a very good sch i guess...
but im somehow feel lucky...
some of the teachers hav been telling me that there are sch with kids with worse attitude...
just cant imagine....
anyway....
teaching in CCSS hav been a very good experience...really....
got to see the other side of the education system in spore...
in the past 4 yrs i hav been in sch where we are enjoying from the system....
those kids are really the one suffering from the education system here...
feel sad for them....
u know...
while every teacher will give u hw for dunno how many per lesson...
here, u cant even expect any of them to do a single qn...
while u know tt talking back to teacher is considered rude...
here they even mock teachers in front of them,acting as if he was not there...
while i nvr even see public caning before...
here...i saw one last week...n now the VP is goin round sch everyday caning people...
while we are struggling to get our 'A's...
here they struggle to even remember how to convert cubic m to cubic cm...
while we are finding teachers after sch...goin for extra classes...
here they will already be very angry when u hold them back for 10 mins during their recess...
while u are very anxious about how many points u get to get into the JCs u want...
here they only want to know whether they pass their N or O...cos their path is straight to ITEs....
or poly for some lucky ones...
while ur teachers are struggling to explain difficult concepts to u...
here they struggle to settle the class down...
while u hav long hair n short skirt problems with ur DM...
they hav fighting n smoking problems with her...
what is this big gap for?
why do they force them to study for O or N when they are not even capable of studying...
why waste their 4 years of time...
when they will eventually end up in ITEs....
well...
nothing is perfect...
this system can differentiate...
the so so from the bad...
the good from the so so...
the better from the good...
and the best from the better...
those above will succeed...
but what will happen to those in the bottom of the chain??
their fate is sealed there...
when they dont listen to me in class...
when they dont do the work i ask them to do in class...
when they copy from their friends during tests....
i just cant scold them for that...
bcos they are forced to do all this...
if u want them to learn...
u need to inject motivation to them first...
just feel sad for them....
tts why im in a dilemma now...
tts why im mentally tired everyday....
even im only workin for like 5-6 hrs everyday...
and i dont need to prepare for lesson...
well...
i wont waste my 6 months...
good experience...
on a side note...
really enjoy my life now...
enjoy my own money...
enjoy the many free time i hav...
haha...
Teaching Life - end
Enjoying life to the fullest!!
yea...
life is fun here...
im playing everyday...
watching movies with my cousins...
trying lots of food with them...
it has been like years since we all are together...
nice gathering time...
haha...
hm...
its 17th already...
12 more days left here...
will be back to singapore soon for work...
hope it will be a nice experience...
im abit scared actually...
but lets just face it...
haha...
Enjoying life to the fullest!! - end
life is fun here...
im playing everyday...
watching movies with my cousins...
trying lots of food with them...
it has been like years since we all are together...
nice gathering time...
haha...
hm...
its 17th already...
12 more days left here...
will be back to singapore soon for work...
hope it will be a nice experience...
im abit scared actually...
but lets just face it...
haha...
Enjoying life to the fullest!! - end
Post A lvl Activities
play...
class chalet...
"steam boat"ing...
cycling...
swimming...
bowling...
play...
play...
outing...
here and there...
play again...
play...
outing again...
bowling...
skating...
play again...
play again...
"BBQ"ing...
play again...
and
im home!!!
and the playing continues...
Post A lvl Activities - end
class chalet...
"steam boat"ing...
cycling...
swimming...
bowling...
play...
play...
outing...
here and there...
play again...
play...
outing again...
bowling...
skating...
play again...
play again...
"BBQ"ing...
play again...
and
im home!!!
and the playing continues...
Post A lvl Activities - end
A hundred different directions
hm...
actually its very sad...
that we might be going our own separate ways...
i always dislike changes...
and a big change in my life is going to happen...
i might be separated from my friends...
but well...
life goes on right?
shall be expecting a full of new experience 2009 then...
38 days left in 2008....
guess i can rest before new year starts...
life was actually very fun this year...
thx to all who have made my life enjoyable...
shall wish u all good luck in ur own life journey then...
ima ga daisuki
A hundred different directions - end
actually its very sad...
that we might be going our own separate ways...
i always dislike changes...
and a big change in my life is going to happen...
i might be separated from my friends...
but well...
life goes on right?
shall be expecting a full of new experience 2009 then...
38 days left in 2008....
guess i can rest before new year starts...
life was actually very fun this year...
thx to all who have made my life enjoyable...
shall wish u all good luck in ur own life journey then...
ima ga daisuki
A hundred different directions - end
The End of My JC Life
A-lvl - over
class chalet - over
Today really was the end of everything in JC...
A lvl finished a few days ago...
it was quite fun i guess...
the 4 years of studying here has taught me to be myself i guess...
i was not worried...
i was not scared...
i was calm...
that helped me alot...
haha...
well...
its over...
Chalet was fun...
a lot of things happened...
i realised i can bike...
seriously i didnt know that...
haha...
well...
i guess it will be the last time...
though i will still see most of u all next year...
our time in JC is over...
things will be different...
from now onwards...
i just hope that we will not forget each other...
The End of My JC Life - end
class chalet - over
Today really was the end of everything in JC...
A lvl finished a few days ago...
it was quite fun i guess...
the 4 years of studying here has taught me to be myself i guess...
i was not worried...
i was not scared...
i was calm...
that helped me alot...
haha...
well...
its over...
Chalet was fun...
a lot of things happened...
i realised i can bike...
seriously i didnt know that...
haha...
well...
i guess it will be the last time...
though i will still see most of u all next year...
our time in JC is over...
things will be different...
from now onwards...
i just hope that we will not forget each other...
The End of My JC Life - end
Limit
i just realise that i dont want to know my limit....
i have a huge amount of pride, which is not good i believe...
and this makes me unwilling to know my limit...
since i am afraid of knowing that i am only able to go that far...
i dont want to do my best...
i dont want to give it all i've got...
its just painful for me to know....
that it is the furthest i can go...
does this sound emo??
no...im not emo...
just realise one of the reason i did not study that hard...
:)
Limit - end
i have a huge amount of pride, which is not good i believe...
and this makes me unwilling to know my limit...
since i am afraid of knowing that i am only able to go that far...
i dont want to do my best...
i dont want to give it all i've got...
its just painful for me to know....
that it is the furthest i can go...
does this sound emo??
no...im not emo...
just realise one of the reason i did not study that hard...
:)
Limit - end
Hi Again
im back!!
lol...
have been a long time since i blogged...
well...
teachers are giving back results....
hope everything is going well for everyone....
cya soon...
lol...
have been a long time since i blogged...
well...
teachers are giving back results....
hope everything is going well for everyone....
cya soon...
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