hmm....
i just turn 20 a few days ago....
that means i have been living for 20 years now...
that's quite alot...
haha....
anyway...
have been in a dilemma in the recent days....
teaching has been fun and not fun....
some classes are really fun to teach....
teachers are friendly bunch of people there....
but some classes are just filled with a group of naughtly kids with no purpose in life....
they are living in their own world with their own rules....
and the work load are just not worth the pay they give me....
i am hired as a relief teacher....
meaning that i am in the frontline of reliefing duties....
but they also take me as a full time teacher...
expecting me to prepare lesson, set exam papers, go for remedials and enrichments....
So....
I want to quit at the end of april....
but that means im being irresponsible....
causing trouble for the HOD...
cos she will need to find new guy....
who will need to adept...
and take time to prepare lesson...
but its just very tiring to be going to sch everyday....
physically and mentally...
but again....
i just cant leave those kids, who are willing to learn, just like that....
so....
how....
shall decide later this week....
20 i am - end
